it's a mistake

i think it is a mistake....i'm not in love with him...perhaps, the best word to picture my feelings is adore...yup...adore....after a while of learning who he is, i guess we are not suit each other...thank Allah, we are just friend...not more than that....and Alhamdulillah, we didn't get too far with this ambiguous situation....throughout this situation, i kept thinking of my feelings, my future...till now, I'm still hoping other guy to hold my hand and take me to the future...and definitely, not him....besides, i don't think that next life will be determined by me...instead my parents...why??? i can't answer that....i just can feel it...i don't care who i'll marry to but i'm kinda worry if i'm not be able to get marry on 25 years old....i keep asking myself, who will be my prince charming? no answer were given...but what i can say is, i'm waiting for someone...but not 1, but 2...Mr engineer in Washington or Mr doctor in Egypt...arghhh!!!!! another dilemma...